Thursday, September 14, 2006 ' <3
Chi 10:17 PM
*sigh*
Okay, never mind. I feel crummy again.
Don't get me wrong, I love Shamu with every fiber of my being, and will for the rest of his life. Shamu really has done a good job patching up some of the pain.
There are some holes that can't be patched up, ya know?
Shamu's made everything so much easier, and I'ms so happy I bought him. I just still feel lousy. Positively lousy.
Shamu's made me feel better and will be a good lil buddy, but it'll take me some time to get over this.
I've never seen anything die. Ever. Let alone in person. It's a heavy thing to carry with ya for a while. Good lord I miss that hamster. I'm gonna have nightmares of him waking up in his shoebox in the ground for days.
Thank you for buying me Shamu, Momma.
-Chi <3
