I have officialy seen the most dispicable and vile acts of the human spirit. Sad, isn't it? In CHEERLEADING of all places.

Well one of our stunts fell this afternoon. BIG - WOOP. I was even REALLY nice about it and offered our flyer help. Who didn't want to accept it because she was too pissy. Fine then.

Guess who's fault it was?

Yep yep. All mine. Oh never mind silly details, like how it takes FOUR PEOPLE to stunt. Nope nope, it was all my doing. I'm just an evil person who has been plotting to drop cheerleaders all along.

So our flyer gets pissy, my other base cries and proclaims that she refuses to stunt tomorrow. Good lord, we're this friggen pissy over a silly little fall in practice? Imagine if we ever fell at a competition. *knocks on wood*

Oh, and this is the best part. On my way to the car, one of the girls not EVEN in my stunt group shoots me a few dirty looks. See, she, my base, and my flyer have formed this odd sort of alliance of evil. And their primary goal is to make themselves feel better about how pathetic they are by making others feel like crap. So let's see... 3 out of 10. 30% of my cheer team is 100% jerk-off.

I thought about quitting this morning, but you know what? I'm a cheerleader and I love to cheer. I won't let a few jerks make me stop doing what I love no matter what. And they WANT me to quit I'm sure, and no WAY am I gonna give them that satisfaction. Nope, if they don't want me around, THEY can quit. They certainly deserve it. So I called out coach and told her something needs to be fixed. When I signed the Spiritline contract, it said anyone with attitude would be kicked off, and it's not happening. So if this problem isn't sufficiantly fixed tomorrow, I'm skipping hte game and seriously considering leaving. It's unfair that these disgusting people have driven me to possibly quit two months before competition, but oh well. I'll go to the local cheer acadamy. They have competitions too. So whatever. I love cheering for the school, but not enough to put up with sick human behavior all week.

I don't usually say this honstly, but these three girls ARE jealous. I've never said more than three words to them. I've been nothing but nice to everyone on the squad. So why do they hate me so much?

I have good grades, they don't. I'm a happy person who loves her family, they aren't. I'm a nice person, they aren't. I know how to cheer and they don't.

Seriously, I hate bragging about myself and am generally modest. But that's the gist of it. These girls are SO jealous.

I'll leave it at this:
Some girls deserve to cry and ruin their day over a stupid stunt, hurt their backs, and have parents that always yell at them. These three girls are no exception.

-Chi <3