Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ' <3

Chi 12:52 AM

Yea, I know it's late and I should be asleep. But I just woke up and was having trouble getting back to sleep. As E.B. White said, "when your stomach is empty and your mind is full, it's always hard to sleep".

I just feel crummy. Crummy about the whole no-more-SDSU thing. Sick of being optomistic about it one second and then devestated the next. It's giving me a headache and making me sick. I had good LONG and HARD cry tonight which I think I needed, but then I got into a fight with my best friend. Now of all times...

I just feel like crap. Yea, mom's gonna post tomorrow "you shoulda come in, that's what we're for" but it's late and a weekday. Besides, I'm 18. I need to stop whining and chill out a bit.

I just need a break. Thank god I'm off on Friday. I just need a break.

I'll have a clearer head in the morning prolly and this'll look a lot less worse.

-Chi <3