I was really pissed with my teacher at the last recital for scheduling me a TWO MINUTE costume change and then having the gall to confront me about not getting dressed on time, threw a fit, got mad, etc.

I miss dance though. There are only two teachers there that piss me off; I love my other teacher and my dancemates. A one year hiatus from ballet classes made me miss it a LOT though. I think this is good; alternating between tap and jazz because they never get boring.

I've been through a LOT of experimental hobbies. I tried basketball, scuba, cheering for school, etc. Everything I quit because of horrible management. The fact that my studio isn't managed the best it could be, and I'm still gonig back, just proves that dance is my calling. It's the one thing I can honestly say I'm really good at, and I'd be so sad to never go back. Yea, someone's going to make me very mad this year. (Already has, in fact. My teacher wouldn't reccomend me for Teen Jazz because I didn't throw my money at her for a summer class. I guess two years of making the middle-schoolers cry because I have more coordination than them isn't enough to bump me up.) But jerks are gonna be everywhere. Always. I'd be much more sad to not go back. (And the teachers that bug me aren't teaching the class.

I'll start swim lessons next year. That gives me five years to learn to swim better, that's plenty of time. So I'm gonna treat myself to one more year at ballet. And with a job at the school, I'll be able to get there on time. YAY!!!

So I'm sitting by the phone and email now waiting for a word... I'm a little anxious. I'm going into school with mom tomorrow and praying Justin throws me a bone. PLEASE let today be the last day I work at Blockbuster, PLEASE.

-Chi <3