I've always been bad at math.

Let me tell you something, I am a good student. I have A's and B's in all my other classes.

I went into the math final today, and half the stuff on the test wasn't on the review sheet. So I studied for FIVE HOURS only HALF THE MATERIAL OF THE TEST. So if I fail... hey. Not my fault.

Life goes on. The world keeps turning. This is just another obstacle to overcome. If I fail, I'll take it again next year or over the summer. it's 50 lousy bucks for another class. My parents saw how hard I worked and studied, they see my awesome grades in the other class, and they know my failing is not me being lazy. It felt good last night when mom recognized that; she said I did all I could do and what happens happens.

I'm not good at math. So if I fail, I take it again with a DIFFERENT instructor who will put on the final what she FRIKKEN SAYS is going on the final.

I cried, panicked, and worried a lot this year over this final. But it's really time to take a deep breath and say, it's not the end of the world.

Everyone has a lousy subject or instructor once in a while. I suck at math. But guess what? I get another chance if the final got messed up.

I did all I could so for this class so I can't beat myself up anymore. Pass or fail, I really gotta recognize all the hard work I put into this and my other four classes this year. Four more A's is something to celebrate instead of being sad over a class I just wasn't good at. One class. 70% of freshman drop out because they fail EVERY class. If I end up failing one in the whole year, it's still something to celebrate. Everyone has a bad class. If I have to retake it, hey, I know it all already. It'll be easier.

Four A's is something to celebrate. Life goes on.

And now that that's over, a meme:

Google time!
Don't forget the quotation marks...

1- Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Chi needs to find a place to live.

2- Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
Chi looks like the love child of everything that scared the shit out of me.
I love this one :P

3- Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
Chi says that we are special.

4- Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
Chi has breast implants

5- Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
Chi wants a second chance

6- Type in "[your name] gives" in Google search:
Chi gives a small chuckle, then apologizes.

7- Type in "[your name] takes" in Google search:
Chi takes Canada's classic music crown.

8- Type in "[your name] finds" in Google search:
Chi finds Dollar Store clothes faboo!

-Chi <3